Alive!

Haven't been posting much because I've been busy and I'm really wanting to get back to my MT and my regular space for writing. Frustration has hit again and I'm just so tired of fighting this up hill battle of survial - I just don't know how much longer I can hold out.

Reason? Rookie took Fugly in for the state emissions test. It failed. Took it to the shop to have it looked at. If it was minor, he would do it, if it was major within price range, the shop could have it. Of course - so far beyond reason ($1,000) that for that price, we can get a newer used car and chunk this clunk. But we don't even have ($1,000) to do with, so come Feb. we could be without 2 cars. One that runs, but not street legal, and the truck could be gone. What next? No clue. This is so tiring. I swear I'm doing the bunny hop dance and it's more like 1 step forward and 5 backwards right now. Ugh.

Motto? "Just keep swimming swimming swimming" (Finding Nemo)